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| why dont people tell other people things to there face?
why is every click i go to filled with people talking about other people, even their best friends, behind there back?
why is no one true to their word?
why does no one call when they say they'll call you later?
my dad thinks i have an eating disorder, atleast he said that to my
mom.. do i have one.. i wouldnt doubt it.. im never hungry, im afraid
to eat too often for fear of getting fat.. i eat unhealthy when i do
eat.. i dunno
i dont wanna get fat, but i know im not fat.. i dont think i have an eating disorder.. if i do.. i dont know it
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anna is the best thats ever happened to me..
i'm scared of school.. can i handle it? i wish i knew
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| so, i dunno
i cant figure out when i like someone.. all i know is that i want girls to like me back
and thats the only reason i pursue them a lot.. just to see if i can
get them to like me.. but i dont know im doing this untill i succeed..
and when i succeed, i decide i dont like them
so really, am i just one of those people who likes girls for the chase?
well that sucks, because i dont really like chasing girls that much, toooooooo lazzzzzyyyy
so in middle school, you found out if the girl liked you, then asked her out
well, that was perfect, if i found out they liked me, and i still liked them too, then it was right
so why cant i figure out if a girl likes me or not, or if i like them reallly, or just for the chase
im pretty sure i like a girl, but i dont know what to do
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| dudde
sometimes, i wish i could just express what im thinkin to people
and they would just except it, and tell me what they think
instead of being freaked out, ya know?
its summer, i hope i am great this summer
i hope my back gets better
i hope i can be nice again, not a dick
not even trying to be, and im such a dick to people..
sorry
overrrrr it
at peace with myself, i will leave this for no one to read
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i mean honestly.. i realize that i havent like a girl in 2 years.. i
dunno who i was kidding..
i feel amazing, i've felt this wierd lonely void in my head.. all year.. and now
i feel fine.. i feel reassured
i wanna do, show, be, trust, love.. everything
thank god, thank heavens thank you
i know i dont have a shot.. i wish i did.. but i dont
but thats ok.. as long as i feel this good for a good time
ill be fine
still havent poisoned the body.. 16 years.. thats a pretty good chunkaa resistance
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| i had a fantastic talk with one of the hottest girls i've met in awhile
thank god, that really made my week
but of course, i gotta be suppressssssed by the paarents
its a bummer, i try so hard to be the best i can in their eyes.. and i
dont do anything outside their eyes.. i mean i dont do anything they
wouldnt approve
but just because of their lack of trust in my surroundings, i cant do what i want
how wonderful it must be to be 18
well, 16'll be good in about 7 days
when me and my lover start having sex again.. if your cool enough
that means i can skateboard faggots
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